I can't believe...

I still have a blog

all these sum up my insomniac night of tears & exhaustion

our kind of saturday if im not going home to kedah

just lazying around with these two

I guess they were bored. they lost their toys so I let the curtain open and they were lost in saying hello to the other side. looking at busy jeeps and construction site

typo of "akan dating" in front of Mr. N

wow, it feels ages since I write. alhamdulillah im now a teacher, my life as a teacher has its ups and downs but I think ive passed one of the worst. im now at new work place, with new people whom I feel like family. there's challenges but there is also happiness. few days before, the most feared people in the country came to supervise. ive been observed, learnt how to calculate the pupils score to be given to one of them, being pointed out of my mistakes and weaknesses but also being shared with his experience, knowledge and advice. im thankful even though I felt a lil bit down, thinking of my kids, felt so sorry for them, for feeling im not good in teaching  remedial pupils. but then after I have new knowledge, I hope it is not too late to help my weak kids so that they could read & write in english before next year. so, I need to:
- write two objectives: one for advanced and another one is for LINUS pupils (just knew the objective for LINUS is in ths LINUS module) my bad
- write clearly the step for LINUS pupils (done this but gona make it more clear)
-use ict in lesson (he suggested me to buy my own projector without knowing I dont even have a laptop now haha)
 - no more bimbingan melampau during saringan linus (this one I have to adapt, because according to what ive learnt from other, the weak pupils need to be guided)

 well, at first ive been almost yelled at for few mistakes of taking people's unfinished job. in reality, we cannot run away even it is not our doings, we need to deal with it & carry on. he then asked for forgiveness and I know he felt bad and he need to be stern. and im okay with that. im used to being yelled and scolded at since posted, being challenged mentally and also physically, so I survived with my straight face & learnt from mistakes. that's life. he made few jokes and the meeting room went krik krik but luckily I got his english jokes lol. he then pointed out my typo in my minit mesyuarat "akan dating". tau la orang muda pikir nak dating dengan husband ja. oh my I hid under the meeting table. he also asked about my husband, so where is he now. s~~~ sir. oh he actually know the place. so u met your husband in auckland? no, in ipg. maigosh friendly jugak haha.

 thanks sir, ive learnt alot, I now knew my weaknesses and now working on my lesson especially for my special kids in class. I really hope it is not too late. it's already August.

my first time meeting the feared Mr. N and I think  we go along well by being totally honest with each other.

my year 4 got their postcard and they seem happy & proud being praised by their parents